girl needed a break.

I had a long layover in Seattle on my way back home from Vegas. I was pretty much running on fumes being that I only slept all of 2 hours in the last day. Yes, 2 whole hours. That's just what you do when you have a few days to travel and, well...it's Vegas, the city that never sleeps. Walking around the city perked me right up though. That and finding Anthropologie. Truly love at first site. I had never stepped foot or purchased anything from this store before this day. I think I looked and touched everything they had in that building. Man, is it beautifully decorated. I picked up a few pretties for my kitchen. They were gracious enough, granted I paid shipping, to package it up and mail it home to Anchorage. Was not about to chance it by taking it on the plane. Directly next door was Urban Outfitters. Falling more into my retail coma. Found lots of cool things there as well...all of which are in route as we speak. I was good though. I only used the cash I had on hand which was not blown in Vegas. Had a few more hours to spend in the city so I did the tourist thing and headed down to Pike's Place. I don't think I've been here during peak tourist season and now I know why. I walked through quickly, hoping to find something for my nephew with no luck. Really, I wanted to get out of there as quickly as possible because 1. I was starving. STARVING. 2. having little sleep and empty tummy makes one very irritable when dodging and weaving through the masses of wide eyed, camera wielding tourists. Finding a spot to sit, eat and people watch was not easy in that area. I walked in and out of a few places, finally finding some random half empty bagel shop to sit and relax. It was quite nice. It gave me time to reflect on my trip to Vegas to see my grandmother. That's really a whole other post which I plan on writing this week. Without going into too much detail out of respect for my family, all I will say is that I left there with a whole new perspective on life and just how short it is. I've never been more motivated into changing my own life and business goals. "if you don't like it, change it" It's so very simple and it's right there in front of me for the taking. It's not grasping the concept I find hard, it's the staying motivated that's the hurdle. And I'm not just speaking about my journey through the photography business. There are several other ventures I've had sketched out in my planner for quite some time now. Ones that I know are golden ideas. Ideas that are now being set into motion because of my new found appreciation for life. Those of you who have your own small businesses...how do you stay on track? What keeps you motivated? I'd love to hear your thoughts.

XOT.

(digital elements: Paislee Press Montage)

Home.

I'm back from a the quickest week of travel ever.Lot's of photos to share and thoughts to express. Will be back tomorrow. Must. Get. Some. Rest. xot.

Life right now.

In the process of switching my work space with Tyler's nursery. His current room is bigger and contains more space than he needs. I was inspired by the show Love It Or List It. We really can't move now or even next year but we do plan on selling this house in 2013. It's part of my 5 year plan which I came up with 2 years ago. So, for now I plan on loving this place as much as possible. To do that, I'm going to create a family room/work space in the larger bedroom (Tyler's old nursery). Our living room downstairs is some what cramped and wonky and gets really cold in the winter. The huge jagged slate fire place is not safe for Tyler. Doesn't help that he's wildly attracted to it either. Overall, not a suitable play area for the little man. If this room comes together as planned, it'll be a perfect play area for him and for me to chill/create/work. Will it be a Deco8 worthy space? Probably not but I promise myself that I will actually decorate when the move is complete. Tyler desperately needs some visual stimulation on his walls. Right now, it's complete chaos. I have found more stuff for next months garage sale. Yes, we're having another one. Whatever doesn't sell is being donated. IT WILL NOT COME BACK INTO THIS HOUSE. This is our 4th of July weekend so far. Love all this free time. And when I say "free time", I mean time away from the office. Today: finish the transition. bbq. light a few sparklers. chill. enjoy.

Happy 4th everyone. Be safe! xot.

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haven't done girl loves in awhile.it got to be too iffy to post all those things from the web. i've noticed a lot of blogs stating that permission is needed. i've always linked with love but it still feels weird to post someone's photo to my own blog. plus all my loves are in the form on pins. :) happy weekend! xot

Studio Calico *july*

 

Good times this month. July was amazing to work with. The stamps. The exclusive paper. All so good. Here are the items I worked with this month that are now available in the shop.

Scissors. (these are really the best out there) Zing in Leaf & Black. Versamark. Heat Gun. Tape Runner. Staz On. Mister Huey in Lemonade.

Also working with the new digital kit from Paislee Press. Liz always amazes me with her digital goods. This one is no exception. Now that I'm working with a spanking new laptop, I'm going to have to dive more into this kit over the weekend.

xot.

Dare 179

this week's dare is simple. take a photo(s) of what you love right now.because i'm in the process of switching over to a new system, i didn't have access to my nicer photos. loving the Instagram app though. current loves? my boy and man and furboy. jeff handing down his beloved basketball to ty. flipflops. pavement. oatmeal. aviators. chill time.

also loving my new toy/workhorse/bestie/lifesaver.

xot.

currents.

I started currents last year as a way to get myself to blog more and I'm glad to see others using it as a prompt as well. But in true Tina fashion, as soon as something becomes popular and seen everywhere, I let it go. I sort of miss it though so I'll just revamp it in a way that's suitable for me now.

Seeking: more energy Needing: less naps Thinking: of new ideas Listening: to my husband and dog snore Watching: nothing Doing: editing photos, making notes Anticipating: our neighborhood garage sale this weekend, getting rid of 10 years worth of junk & scrap supplies Loving: convos with Tyler. Photos above are of him talking. I truly believe he is trying to tell me something of importance, maybe how his day went with his Grandma or that he can't wait for daddy to come home from work or that he's proud of himself for getting across my scraproom to an area I told him not to go to. Whatever it is, I listen whole-heartedly.

xot.

(polaroid frames via Pugly Pixel)

JULY SC PREVIEW.

Yes, the Zing bandwagon. I fought it for awhile. It reminded too much of my "emboss everything" days as a rubberstamper. I have inhaled a fair amount of fumes that come off the powder after heating it with a gun. I love watching that moment where the tiny particulars all melt together to form one big blob of embossed goodness. I'm finding it cool again. xot.

Versamark Zap Zing: Black Opaque Zing: Leaf

life right now.

(yet another typo. i do these things so quickly at night during quiet time before i hit the pillow. i will blame it on exhaustion. :) )

This is actually from a couple weekends ago but not much has changed with the exception of groceries are now put away and dishes are done. Laundry....well that's an entirely different story. Currently, the boy and I are sick with a nasty cough. He has it way worse than I do. Of course he's still smiling through it. That's the kind of kid he is. xot.

girl loves friday.

The boy and I drove out to the Valley last week to visit with my grandfather who flew up from Vegas. It was so great for Tyler to meet his great grandpa. We stopped at a few spots along the way to take a few photos and notes on locations for some upcoming photo sessions. My little helper. :) Even though his eyes are closed, I still love the photo. He looks just like me in an older baby photo of myself.

Here are a few photos from my visit with Papa and the fam.

 Tyler spitting up on his uncle. Pretty hilarious.

Happy Friday! xot.

yes.

Finally, a long weekend of catching up on home life and personal tasks.There may be a possible bathroom remodel. A very long overdue bathroom remodel. Have crossed off a lot on my decision making list thus far. I'm definitely breathing a little easier which I'm thankful for. Can't really go into too much detail on some things but I do want to put my thoughts out there on the ups and downs of starting a photography business. I'll touch more on that next week. My eyelids are getting pretty heavy and the house has finally cooled down enough to wear I can sleep comfortably. Hope you all have a safe and relaxing holiday weekend!

 xot.

in the moment, lost in thought.

Feeling a bit of everything at the moment. I'm way more in my head than I like to be. Trying to make the right decisions for myself and my family. It hasn't been easy. I think of every scenario, the past, the present, the future. I dare not make the wrong choice because I know it will be a costly one. I thrive on change but also hate regretting things I've done wrong. These turning points in my life are always accepted but also stressful and overwhelming.  I love that I have choices. Not a lot of people do. I just wish that I could have one big huge sign or arrow that points me in the direction I need to go. A gently shove towards the path I need to follow. A life guide of sorts. And then I remember this was an issue for me the winter before last. Before him. Lot's of tears and frustration. Wondering where my  life was headed, like this very moment. Thoughts of giving up and becoming an empty-nester, traveling the world and doing as I please. Thoughts of adopting a child in need of a loving mother and father.

I've been filing things away, unfinished. Literally...I carry a file folder in my bag with unpaid bills, medical claims, notes, to do's, grocery lists, receipts to things I need to return. Point blank, I know I need to buck up. I'm an Aries for goodness sake. A ram. Head strong, perpetually moving forward, confronting issues as they come. Going back to my point about the 2 winters ago, life seemed to come together once I let go. Once I stopped over-thinking and wondering and questioning, I think hope things will become clearer.

Until then, I've been here a lot. Usually late at night when every one's asleep. Helps get me out of my head. That and Zumba with friends.   Tyler also helps A LOT. I have probaly diverted more attention to him than I should. Not meaning that we as parents shouldn't dote over our happy children but getting the important stuff done, then doting. :)

(Photobooth App on Iphone.)

XOT

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eating: a bowl of cocoa krispies. drinking: the chocolate milk from said cocoa krispies. watching: Spouse vs. House and the baby monitor. Love seeing my booboo holding his elephant and sleeping peacefully. wearing: my favorite billabong tee and shorts. weather: a little windy and chilly. thinking: about more than I care too. So many decisions to make and chances to take. feeling: scared, overwhelmed, anxious, worried I'll make the wrong move. loving: the warmth of my dog by my feet and clean sheets.

xot.

girl looooooooves friday.

This has already been the best weekend so far.I took a personal day off just because. The clouds finally cleared and the weather is amazing. The boy and I set out early to visit my coworkers and see where mommy spends part of her day. Then headed downtown to purchase some Toms for Tyler's fat little baby feet. Mommy also found the maxi dress she's been wanting. Met up with Tyler's cousin and Auntie for the most delicious chicken saugage hot dog. The sun felt so good while we sat outside and enjoyed our lunch. New opportunities and a huge life change is in the horizon. More on that later. No, I'm not pregnant again...let's not go there. ;) I'm excited about celebrating my first Mother's Day with my son and husband. It's funny...I'm more excited about this than my past birthday. AND tomorrow is National Scrapbook Day! Could not ask for a better weekend and it's only just begun.

Paislee Press is having an awesome sale and a new release that I'm loving at the moment.

Studio Calico is hosting a plethora of challenges and give aways. I'd love for you to play along with my paint challenge!

Cheers to a wonderful weekend! xot.

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listening: Kesha mix on Pandora. I'm really feeling pop music lately which is really out of the norm for me. eating: Emerald cocoa roasted almonds. Love these little gems. drinking: water. wearing: nothing special. jeans, black top, black flats. feeling: neutral. weather: dark and gloomy but the rain is needed. needing: shoes.  feeling these. enjoying: the photo Jeff just sent me of the little dude. wondering: what a G6 is. I feel old.

NSD is in full effect at Studio Calico. Join us this weekend for challenges, chats and tons of special give aways. Above is a little preview of my challenge. FYI, get out your paints. :)

The Dares should be up shortly with a cool prompt for your creating pleasure. Here's mine:

Happy Wednesday! xot

PS...can you all do me a favor when you post a comment? I noticed a lot of you don't include your own blog and I like to visit after reading your lovely comment. Thank you!